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I am Chew Chin Sian. This blog is about my true feelings and my little story. Likes: Soccer. Listening to music. Goes shopping. Watch movies. Photography Dislikes: People who judge others by appearance. Backstabbers. Profiles: Facebook tagboard
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Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 9:08 PM
Increasing Loneliness: February 02
Last time, when i was in primary school, i had a lot of friends. Its really so much that I now need sometimes to recall their names except some. However, I still know their my friends. Of course some in my class now, I have known since primary school, one of them I know him since primary 1! Now, I am losing good friends even though some might still be at the same school as I do. I am used to loneliness. When I am secondary 1, I am in group of six. Now, they left school, some going to ITE, some going to Polytechnic, left with another one. We had tons of quarrelling that some have not been resolve. However, I am ok with all of them! Haha. I miss them now, as I feel so lonely in school. The amount of words I use in school has decrease tremendously!
This is the only place for me to throw my feelings at! Well, being the only child, I might get all I want. However, it makes me feel lonely. I now do not know who chat with even in MSN! Its not a good feeling. I start to have bad temper, frustrated with small matters. However, calm down fast, and regret fast. It may sounds that I am so pitiful. However, I treat this as a test from the god, to success and treasure people around me. Right? Willing to be my good friend number 2? Tell me. I do not force. If you do not want, I am strong enough. Tell me what kind of person I am, honestly. OK? Looking forward to your comments! |