Recount:
I had lessons at 12pm. To be exact, lectures. I ended school at 2pm. Only lectures today. No MSA lab today. Kinda good. My friend and I had MEE SOTO for lunch. A late lunch. We discussed about projects. God, so many project to complete. Some untouched. What a "great" group, seriously. Majority of the projects on hand had to be submitted next week. Lab test coming. Quiz coming. Oh my. I'm starting to worry I would fail a few subjects this semester. I can't handle.

However, that's my worry. I'm keeping hope. A hope to pass them all. I'm praying for a pass, just a pass. Maybe, just maybe. I'm planning to do those untouched projects all by my own. What to do? Such a group. I don't have much choices.

Changes
No offence to girls.
I know I had to keep quiet from now. Stop starting conversation or ask girls out. Wait for them to talk to me. Wait for them to ask if I'm interested in going somewhere. They would ask, if they want to.

There's reason to it. It's a long story. I wouldn't put it down here.
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I woke up early yesterday morning. I woke up at 6.30am. My mum woke me up, to carry out the plan that we agreed on the other day. That is to go for a run. I was pretty shock to hear that my mum wants to do that. But it's certainly a good thing.

Of course, if you thought now, my mum going to run? Nope, she is going to join me but she's going to walk. But for her, it's very good enough. :)

I told her after that run, I plan to do it at night from then on. She said alright. And she said she would still do that everyday. Wonder if she really did jog today.

Today, I started thinking of recipe to cook for the dinner on Friday. I now start to think, it should be some dish my parents would love to have. :) Gonna work on it now!
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Well, since I just started off with my blog yet again. I should write about New Year's resolution. It's a bit late, I know it.

1st: Keep fit, go to the gym.
2nd: Run around my neighborhood often. 3 to 4 times a week will sound great.
3rd: Try and help my parents out, even in the slightest and smallest matter.
4th: Be more focus in my studies, as I really slacked too much. Time to wake up!
5th: Thinking of setting up a blogshop on my own. But doubting my ability to design. This would be a great first step towards my ambition. :D
6th: Control my temper. I have manage to do it perfectly well in the past few months. So now, I have a much better temper, able to think of why people behave the way they did first. And I am really happy to be able to do it. I just want to further improve it, as human should always look to improve himself.
7th: Go around Singapore, to each corner of it. Look into its nature.
8th: Get more into photography again. (although I have a natural shaky hands, not that I want to or nervous. It's simply natural)

I shall continue with my recount. I slept at 4am and woke up at 1pm. My dad went to buy chicken rice for my lunch. This slightest action really makes me feel that I should repay him back two times more than that. I want to do something for my parents. That's part of my resolution.

My dad and I went to my grandparents home to visit them. My mum went very early in the morning. It was again a bit of fun there. On the way there, my dad shifted the aircon all towards me. Yet, another slightest action that I feel care from.

I wanted to start my resolution going. We ate some curry puff at my grandparents home. I was still eating. My dad was jokingly asking me to throw the wrapper for him. I didn't hestitate, and threw it right away. :) I made some progress for my resolution.

After that, my mum and I brought my grandma down for a stroll.
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I know I'm being a bit inconsistent in blogging. My bff will know that perfectly. If someone were to tag me often and read my blog. I will certainly be happy to stay consistent in blogging.

Well, I’m going to talk about something really deep in my heart. Something I never really share about. I’m the sort of person who cares about the very small detail about things with my family and friends. Not for relationship though. I’ve not been into any relationship before.

Talking about that, reminds me of her. A girl I liked for very long. Since I was Secondary 4, I first saw her on the bus and this made me take note of the time of the trip. I’m not the type who judges a person by the look. I would prefer a good character girlfriend than a plain pretty girlfriend. I will not talk about the long long process of knowing her. But, yes, I do get to know her and chat with her. I tried to ask her out. But couldn’t. I finally confessed to her, was rejected. I knew it’s time for me to put this down. But, no. I failed. The wound didn’t went off even after 1 year later. I tried to confessed to her again, and yes, I failed again. I know I really got to put it down. I try my very best to. And I can say recently I did! Though I still thinks of her at times. Not that I still likes her, but I liked that process of liking a person. It’s such a special feeling I couldn’t write it down on the blog.

Another incident hit me real hard. A girl told her boyfriend I have been stalking her at TP bus stop and I like her since primary school. I heard this from my bff, whom friend is her bf. I thought, I didn’t know she existed in primary school, so how would I like her. And PLEASE LAH. I was waiting for my classmates at the bus stop to go for lesson together. I thought, so what if she’s pretty. She isn’t pretty inside her heart after all. And I blocked and delete her everywhere.

And I’m going to end this post with a note. I still miss my late grandpa. His last words for me, “Ah Ming Ming, remember to eat every meal. If you want to eat something, just buy it. Don’t starve yourself.” I will never forget this. Loves you grandpa, you still lives in my heart. (*Ah Ming Ming is my old name, given by my late grandpa. Only he can still use it. I would ignore everyone who calls me by my old name. * :D)
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It's yet another boring day. I was waken up very early in the morning yet again. 8.45am. I slept late, at 3am. And that's 5 hours of sleep only! =O I definitely need more sleep, and I jolly know well that I should have slept earlier. I was waken up for one reason, to prevent from sleeping till too late, getting headaches more easily. It's for my own good. However, I do have the tendency of being frustrated easily, about almost everything around me. I want to change that, and that's my main goal of part of my ongoing improving myself to become a better person =D. I will do it~!

I had Lor Mee nearby my house, it's delicious! =D Then, I ordered Macdonald's for lunch, McSpicy. HEE! Well, I couldn't really find something to do. I watched some videos on the internet here and there, walk around the house, watch television. I was telling myself, " It's yet another boring day. What to do? I can't really help but stay bored. And watch the clock past slowly. "

Holiday is coming to an end real soon. I can't wait to see how my timetable for the new semester will be. Next week is the last week of holiday. Although I've been bored here and there, I really hoped that it could stay as it is. After all, a holiday is a holiday where people really looks forward to, and to relax. =D

Well this last paragraph is for Derek, who is sick right now. GET WELL SOON! =D
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I went out today with Firdaus to Bugis to catch a movie, named Shorts. The reviews I read about the movie wasn't true at all. It said that it's not a very good movie, giving 2 and a half stars out of 5 stars. But I find it to be a very nice and funny movie, and well, it just proves to what I recently felt, reviews can't really be trusted.

Well, we brought the ticket, realising it's kind of empty. We thought it's okay before going in. While buying the drinks, I realised that a group of people looked over at us occasionally, most of the time, turning their heads over. It was a group of a few girls and a guy. I felt awkward about it, started thinking whether is it that I looked funny? Or just that I looked good(*Psst, it's a joke XD*)? I started to think maybe, just maybe they're watching the same movie as us? As we approach the theater, it became more and more true about my guess of us watching the same movie.

It was true! 0.0

We took our seats before they took their's. Yet again, I saw them look over again. I felt awkward again, and quickly look away, pretending that I knew nothing at all. Luckily for me, the movie started. Everything was back to what it was, though I felt awkward about another thing, that is the theater is a little too empty, only 12 people including my friend and I. That's a record breaking for me, mind you, it's really awkward.

Another awkward moment came about, as I saw 2 people exiting the theater through the entrance. So everyone followed until the staff stopped us to tell us politely that the exit is at the other door. Those group of girls and the guy tried opening the door but can't. I really wanted to laugh. But I didn't. The staff quickly came to help us, and it's so easy to do so.

We went for dinner at a indian place very near NAFA and Sim Lim Square and a building called Sunshine Plaza. We ate as usual, the Nasi Goreng Sadine. =D

And then... vroom, back we went home.
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It's been so long since I last blogged.

I am sort of ready and prepared to fail my CDS, entrepreneurship. I've been having problem with it. My group's business idea has constantly rejected. I can't start on my project. Submission date is closing down.

Today is sort of do or die day. I either fail or pass.

Its sort of sad for me. Very sad. It's also what I call, a nightmare!

Await for my results soon. =/
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Its been hectic for me, ever since school reopens.

Tiredness wears me down. Whenever I reach home, I couldn't control my eyes from closing. I couldn't help it though my school timetable isn't the worst after all. Inevitable, as everyone clearly looks tired, and needs lots of rest.

I took yet another nap today, on the sofa while watching tv. I should rephrase it as, asleep instead of nap. Its not my first time though.

These contributed to the reasons behind my inactivity towards my posts on my blog. Nevertheless, I created this post.

I was awed yet again by that dazzling HP laptop. The design of it pulled me over to take a look after falling for it in Sim Lim Square last Saturday. I will see my luck on saving the money for it. Hopefully I can get it in no time!
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What a hectic day 20th of October is.
The quite scary timetable,
forces me back to staying late in school.
Monday and Thursday, I have to stay back in school from 9am to 8pm for lessons,
including 3 hours break.

Everyone was sleepy I guess?
I couldn't stay awake as soon as i reach home.
Took a quick nap till 10pm.
Watch television till 11pm.

Well, back to 8pm. (LOL!)
It was raining on my way back,
on board the bus number 8.
I had to run back home after those shelters.
Luckily for me, that distance is not very far.

And lastly, HOORAH!
Tommorrow there is no lessons for me.
Because, no lab!
So happy. =D
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I was so nervous yesterday before the final theory test for my driving, reading through many times. Anyway I made through, with double checking. SO HAPPY! YAY!

I slept at 8pm yesterday, taking it as a nap. As I woke up, I found myself late at night. I couldn't go back to sleep after that, not at all! =.=" kinda too awake.

Driving lesson today. It was great, "S" and Crank courses isn't difficult anyway, kinda fun! =) However, something interesting happened during that period of time. An insect from outside stucked in front of me, I couldn't do anything since its outside. Luckily it shifted a little bit. It was hilarious. We laughed a while about it.

Anyway, school reopening soon. Get rid of my bored holidays!
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